Given the current situation at home.. how my dad seems not able to handle his job as a lawyer for a malpractice firm and losing money for it.. maybe college isn't in the cards right now. I'm trying to make a future for myself but maybe that can wait too. I'll work on getting a job again, paying off all my debts now, and maybe go to college later if I have the time.

Unless I were to win the lottery sometime soon..

Current Location: *sigh*
Current Mood: crushed

I'm going to start making dumb youtube vids again.

As much as I'd like to just drive myself, there's no realistic way I can do that without a car. The one I drive most frequently around Springfield is my moms, and it's doubtful she'll let me borrow it the week or so that I'd need to drive out to Pennsylvania and back. The few furs I know in the area don't want to take me because they made prior obligations to furs who could probably get a ride some other way because they live in bigger cities.

All griping aside.. if there's anyone in the nearby area who plans on going to AnthroCon this year and has extra room in their car, please consider dropping by Ozark, Missouri to pick up a lonely 'lil kitty. I'm great company, could bring mah awesome music collection, and if you get tired but don't want to park at a hotel, leave it up to me to drive all night to our final destination.

I just REALLY want to get to this convention, it'll be my last big fling before college this fall.

Current Location: Tropicalia Planet
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Royksopp - Melody A.M.

I'm genuinely excited about this new film, though most of it is because of positive pre-release reviews. Don't fault me for listening to critics, I enjoy some movies they don't. Like The Fifth Element, for example.

Anyway, to go along with the theme of stars, space, discovery, and hot dudes, here's what I'm listening to right now. ^.^

Current Location: Andstroms Sedrte
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Bt - Somnabulist

I sent in the application, paid the 35 dollars, and mailed for the state to share my GED transcript with Missouri State University. Now all there is to do is wait and see. If accepted, (which I have no doubt will happen), it will be quite a wild ride, getting situated with dorm living and student loans and all. GLEE!

Current Location: Funkytown
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Lipps Inc. - Funkytown

Nothing hurts better, then when you have to eat your own words, and hear the accompanying sympathetic apologies. I am single again, through not fault of my own or the person I was with. He hopes to be friends, but merely loves me as a brother. (How often have you heard THAT one before?)

Considering my only real brother is a jerk, maybe I can substitute his head for my friends.. or something. It's not like anything would have happened anyway, because the person lived in Canada. But were indeed calling it a 'mateship' for at least a week, I wasn't just making it up in my crazy delusions.

People think I'm crazy, stupid, ugly, strange, theatrical anyway so.. guess I'm just not meant to have anyone in this lifetime who can tolerate me.

Current Location: The middle of underneath the ocean
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Friendly Fires - Paris

I've got a mate!


Here's a new song... http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2218805

and here's what I'm listening to right now!

Tags: hellooooo dolleh!
Current Location: A wintry city
Current Mood: ^.^
Current Music: Sigur Ros - Saeglopur

So, I got my driver's license today. Barely passed, 71 out of an acceptable 70. Really, the state trooper had me on the edge when she went on to list all the mistakes I'd made, INCLUDING running over the parallel parking cone.

All that aside.. I'M LEGAL!

In other news, I start my new job at Krispy Kreme today, from 2pm-10pm. Boy, won't that be exciting?

Current Location: Dat Azz
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Primal Scream - Come Together

After what could easily be a couple of cat years, we have an atrocity not well matched by any tricks of the culinary arts. A foe so maniacal, such pure evil, that not even the gates of hell could suppress it. You can smell his breath from miles off, wreaking of vinegar and piss. There will be no escape from his menace, and here he comes. Stepping. STEPPING CLOSER. OMG NOEEEEEZ!

Mew.


Yah, folks it's just me. Kalix, with my taste for drama. *cough*

A very cute video off Youtube inspired me to continue this little online diary, believe it or not. Will I tell you my secret to eternal happiness? Not on your life, buddy.

Anyway, here's how things are for tonight/early morning next day:

The last evening of American Idol auditions finished off, and after some of the very communal themes being focused on, I left our television set with an effervescence so high that experienced stoners would be flabbergasted. Practicing imaginary auditions in my room, with all four judges giving me the thumbs up. It would rock, getting to go anywhere in that show. While mom thinks I've got enough talent to scrape by at least the initial audition, my confidence wanes.

But not tonight, no sir eee. After a relatively melancholic afternoon, I found new optimism from about 5 o'clock on, smiling tons and feeling great about it. I like how this feels.. and plan on staying this content forever!

To all of you I've not heard from or talked to in forever, please forgive me. I've been pretty busy moving from New York to Missouri, among other things, and now that I'm settled in Ozark.. hrm.. don't know what else to say. So, goodnight all. ^.^

-Kalix

Current Location: Ozark, Missouri
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Joy Electric - Draw For Me, M.C. Esher

RahXephon is, by far, the most amazing piece of animated art I've been witness to. The music is excellent, mixing sophisticated jazz and avant-garde elements. Animation is equally superb, while not the most amazing thing I've seen, it is very creative and thematic.

But the story and characters are where this story shines brightest. Every episode ends with you wanting more.. more and more and more.. even when you don't understand everything.

Definitely worth the 100 bucks I spent on it, and I suggest anyone who truly appreciates anime check this out. I'm thinking about getting Last Exile next.

Current Location: Blue Side Of The Spoon
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Deerhunter - Strange Lights